If you are designing to make things pretty, then you’re not designing, you’re just decorating.
finding chairs and why I broke up with you
Do you believe in true love? It’s so silly right? I didn’t realize it before but I think I do. I must because I broke up with you. Because the way you loved me wasn’t the way I loved you and true love is when two people love each other madly, equally. Right? That’s why people must go through the process of breaking up with someone. Because it’s like Goldilocks trying to find the right chair and sometimes you have to break a few in the process before you find the right one. I would want someone who loves me the same amount I loved them. I wished the same for you.
it should be about the women
I think in the past, fashion was more about how the clothes fit the woman but what with the thin models and all it’s more about how the woman fit the clothes now. Now that doesn’t seem right.
A lawful kiss is never worth as much as a stolen one.
people’s approval is addictive
I’m not sure if that’s proper grammar…
I started noticing that there’s some sort of destructive pattern in wanting other people’s approval. Because after some point you start to crave it and then soon enough you realize that you need it. You need people’s approval to tell you whether or not your life is going in the direction, whether you’re having enough fun in life, whether you have enough friends, whether your sense of fashion is fashionable enough (fashion bloggers?), whether what you say is worth listening to (facebook statuses). This week avoiding the outside world made me realize how much I’ve become absorbed into that bullshit. And now that I realize that I need out.
why i don’t want to believe in god
People pray to god for two reasons. One: to get something and Two: to give thanks. But I want to teach myself that if I want something in life, I’m going to have to get it with my own two hands. Most days I have excuses like I’m an introvert or I wake up too late and it’s too dark to really go somewhere and do some thing because most places are closed. Those excuses still plague me, so I don’t need god to be another one. Furthermore, if I was truly grateful for something, I’d make sure I handed that gratefulness to the right person who put me where I was.
Recently read books: Mockingjay; The Help
Goal for tomorrow: Get dressed up, feel good about myself, get out of the house, and go shopping